Heartbreak dreamer
City with a weight on it
I digress past wordpress
I press past today and the
Heated asphalt— now its me that
Has cracked this road I am on,
This path we walk upon—its me
That has asked for Your voice,
For it to split me in a million pieces,
This frail needs some braille, for a blind
Me can lead me down the same mountain
Town road we had before growing old—
Parades and dreams used to fill this city,
Now it’s the principalities that rule this place—
A palace is now, a dump was then, a crumb is
Still all I can handle—up has the rich man looked
For Lazarus can’t die twice!
Mercy or justice or just a little bit of water
Without a hint of repentance—dreamer with
A heartache, city shadows make mistakes—
Where is light? Where are friends? Where is
Anyone who cares? Backup to this plan ended
Way back when, settled upon what will never
Settle like water in the kettle, this heart is
Burning up and mapping out a new way out
Of that place called fear and disaster
For it can no longer be called master—
It leads those nights that recede the
Hairline, those fears like a pipeline—
Underneath this shadowed city is
A new kind of poetry, words that make
Sense, prose that probe the hard parts
Of you, I will go, I will speak, I will seek
To be meek in the weakest of sunny days—
Into the sea we might go but not before a
Trumpet sound or a grave caller or a mile
High city lined up in Glory—this is the backup
Plan, started on the mountaintop now present
In fire, it is continuance in our hearts but it
Is love that changes our plans—I will follow,
I will hallow, I will swallow again the death
It takes to live today