Most people are unable to face their pain. Actually allowing yourself to feel uncomfortable by certain emotions is one of the hardest things to live by but it seems like following Christ requires that we go deep into feeling our own brokenness. The hope we have is that in God we can overcome but He has made it In Such a way that it will cost us our comforts to gain His freedom and His love to stay alive inside of us.
Face your junk because no one can face it for you. Face it now even if you never witnessed your own parents face it. Face it because their is no other way.