Fear destroys living in the moment. When fear of past struggles comes we lose sight of what God can be doing today and when we worry about tomorrow to much we also have no space to embrace today. We all know life is full of difficulty but part of worship is learning to embrace what God has provided today. It is 2 Peter 1–‘all things that pertain to life and godliness.’ Fight today to be where you are at while also asking for hunger and for more of God in your life. I have just found over the years that the more I embrace what I am in the easier it is to face it.