It is a fear 

It is a tremble.

I had a view of you ,

It used to be terrible.

I had climbed that mountain

When you were sleeping with

Strangers,

And calling me on my anger.

I had no fear because of you ,

I just had those eyes,

Staring back at me.

Easy now, I said, with my heart.

Easy now cause I’m never over you .

I had a lot I did love about you,

It’s a mystery still to me ,

Did I really fail it 

At trying to find it?

It’s a fear 

Cause you are near