Should you be the one, now?
Cause I am desperate, somehow.
Tell me if its then,
But I need this,
I need it now.
Let’s get real specific.
I am not saving.
I am not saving it.
I am not putting it away.
I am not telling you to go away.
I am not running, when I should be.
I am not making those deposits you
Call future.
You call, future safety.
Are you against?
Or, are you for me?
Is this a weapon forged
By the enemy,
Or is this just part of the fight.
Should I keep living in despair,
Living without any repair,
Or, are you, here.
THE RUCKUS JOURNAL 