Was it really better,
Back there in the
Sunny weather,
Was it really better
When you were just
A phone call away,
Were you the one to
Call on, the one to
Fall on,
Are you the future?
Cause I can’t get past
Your past,
You are piled up in memories,
Piled up in tragedies,
Lost them like a lost
Cowboy, can I reign you
In? Or are you starting
Fires in the forest and
Burning your way out
Of me,
Was it better in the rainy
Of weather,
Cause I used to drive all
Night,
I was never alright,
Wanted your love,
Wanted your body,
Never got what I
Wanted, was it really
Better, then,
Or are you seen now?
I haven’t checked on
Your name,
Googled your fame,
Found you on the
Web,
I want it to be better,
Can’t stand this heat,
This hot weather without
You,
I am not better off,
I am burning off,
Shredding it off,
Letting go during the
Day but holding onto
You all night,
Tell me if you are
Better,
Tell if you are reading
These letters.