Can’t remember the last time I was
Happy,
Could you remind me,
I know I feel empty and
You’re to blame,
You’re the same,
You’re a thousand miles away,
But you’re voice is still
In my head,
Where is the living?
Where is the water
You offer,
Are you Everlasting as
A Father,
Could you remind me
Could we be kids again,
Could you be good again?
I know the spiral,
I know the hospital,
Can you drug me?
What does it cost for you to
Know me, will you stay to
Understand,
Or did you make new plans?
August was always a new
Beginning,
Are you better far away,
Or are you still the same?
Is this a talk that you will tend to,
Can I trade in this brain?
I might die if I leave your side
I know how to hide
And will you bury me
When it’s really the time,
Cause all this anger is my doing
This mind needs renewing.
Your the curse we carry cause we
Only get one chance to live
And I’m not ready to go,
I know I have to face You
And eternity is to long
Without you,
Follow me here,
Live in this space,
Are you renting this head out,
Can you buy it now,
Is this love for purchase?
I mostly forget,
Defined by regret,
Can you start it up again?
This heart and this place,
One true Father,
Help me ask for help
The next time I ask
For mercy.