Where is the trust
And where is the thrust
Do you see me when I close the door?
A rush you call more,
Your feet not on this floor,
We have walked away long enough,
Are you enough?
Is this an empty heart,
And do you fill all the things
We desire,
Are you gonna come,
Where we can be found,
I erased those videos,
Deleted those memories,
But You cannot forget
Anything, and don’t You
Not want to forget these
Memories anyway?
Where is my trust,
Is it in You,
Am I sure of all that You do,
Am I going to be sure when
You call it favor,
Am I the child you never had,
Is this always about having a dad,
Can I find You as Father,
And call you living!
Where is my trust,
When things fade
Especially yesterday,
Are you called the Living one,
Is this the today you have won!
I carry this cross,
Even when its called
Mental, and sorrow is
Always a feeling,
But not a filling,
Is yesterday a never
Going back,
Are you the One that
Knows the future?
My trust is growing with
The rust,
Cause fear has been
Here much to long,
And what are You gonna
Call me to? Is there risk
In the things I ask,
Is it a disc that spins in
Your head,
Will you call me into
Forever,
Will it be further then
Before,
Is this trust wearing thin?
I say Yes anyway!