Got that heavy feeling in my chest,
When you pass can’t get past
Those memories,
Where are you now,
Are you older,
A little grayer
Cause only are you ever
Living in these dreams,
Been alone,
Been home,
I don’t like the furniture,
Where’s the future?
Did you hang up those
Pictures,
Rarely were we ever
Together,
Is this a family or are
We a tragedy?
Got this heavy feeling from my past,
When I think of you this blood runs
Hot, were you a good man or not?
Did you ever think about the bleeding
I did to myself in that moment of
Sorrow in the evening,
I told you all eventually I was gonna
Be leaving,
Cause love wasn’t good enough to
Stay,
Were you in love with me,
Or was that something to say,
Did you feel my sorrow,
Time you couldn’t borrow,
Cause Good-bye was your
Idea, now I only see you
In my dreams,
Been alone,
Been to this home,
And the way things hang here,
You never put up our picture
By the tree, were you living
Free, or were you shackled
Like me?
I got a heavy feeling in my chest,
I don’t want to keep you around,
Even if its a fantasy,
You’ve been gone and its far
To long! I don’t think I miss you,
I think I wanted a redo,
One with less pills, and
Less chemicals,
Can’t spell your name right,
Got you out of sight,
But I am alive with vision,
When I close my eyes
I still see you.