Closed My Eyes to get away,
When I loved you wanted you
To stay,
You linger around me,
Ask me lately if I am
One to be okay,
Is there an eraser,
Are you closer,
Or are we just older?
I am stuck inside,
Spinning with disease,
Guilt from the things
I said to you,
Are you far away
Where the wind blows
Cold and can I be bold
And say I didn’t want
To stay,
I sleep alone,
Love was never a hobby,
I came for your body,
I am left with shame,
Cause I’ve never been
The same since the days
Of bleeding,
I called you when I had
A reason, was anything
You ever did for good,
Or were you always
Misunderstood like this,
I needed you,
I needed you,
Needed you,
Needed you
Were you a man now
Typing words away,
Trivial cards to stack,
Did you hate the work,
Cause you did a work,
We heard it,
We felt it,
You dealt it,
I close my eyes and think
Of you,
I run away and still run
Because of you,
Love is still a cure,
And harder and harder
It gets to hear,
Time is running out,
Time to draw near.