I am alone when
You’re around,
Cause you barely
Come around,
You call daily but
Do you want to
Hear me?
You’re clocking in
On checking in but
I don’t think we are
Friends,
Its not your name,
Its the shame,
I show up here but
I am the same,
My life is
Tame and I am
The one to blame.
I am old and
Still afraid.
Older than the
Last time I told you.
I am sad without you
But being with you was
Misery,
I got a history
Of asking you to
Fix me,
Early mornings
And waking up the same,
Thought you were
The one that could
Change everything?
I might be wrong
But I want to last
Long,
I don’t think you
See but staying here
Is a mystery,
You’re the doctor,
What about future?
No one seems to
See that not changing
Is a tragedy,
Greatness is buried
Deep inside of me,
And this pain
Brings it out of me,
Name change for
The less tame,
Neither meek nor
Mild,
But a steady incline
Toward wild.