Highlights from my 3 trips to Seattle..
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Author: jareddiehl88
Lived a lot of places before Fort Collins was home. Graduated in 2004 and moved to Kansas City. Did 8 years of studying the bible, praying, and making videos in the summer( a much longer story). L. A. is home since 2013...
Fire/ Monday
Throwing myself back at it,
Burning and collecting,
This day was rain and rage,
Rage building and burning,
Moving cars and doors and
Getting rides from strangers..
We have lingered and lasted this long..
I thought I could do this alone,
All along.
But I can’t..
There is a flame rising
Deep inside this torched deck.
Movement from within and movement
From without..
Pause.
Salt Lake City Airport Layover. On my way back to California. Christmas was amazing!
Pause for a second..
I give this unknown place and part,
and path I choose to discover,
However is longer,
However the wonder,
Have the wander,
Have the wide eyed look upon my face…
First Time
It wouldn’t be your first time deleting that,
Pressing completed,
Pressing deleted.
Waited for thoughts to form,
For the bad form,
For the last time to be the
First time.
I don’t regret anything,
Just all the things that still
Linger, that still feel like
Danger,
Cause I am scared,
Like I have been before.
Teacher said, ” Writing is showing,
Not telling,”
I don’t know how to show,
Not just yet.
This won’t be the first time
I tell, it won’t be the last either.
Everything called ‘Show,’
Well, that is to be continued..
Day #60 – The End
September 28th
Is this is the end?
The end of thirst,
or hunger, or both?
The end of despair,
The part called repair,
Pulled in, pulled out,
Not at the right kind of time,
You tasted some of me,
And I felt some of you,
I made this pleasure thing last
As long as it could,
The labels and the boxes were wrong,
And not true,
In the end it still would come back to You.
I sought to wander,
To find a fountain,
To find a mountain to climb and win!
Just a rut, and in it!
Day #59 – Almost
Almost the end,
Of the day,
Of the dry,
Of the spy and the land,
And the giants to try and to
Understand,
Now it is almost,
It is almost there,
I had some care,
And a fountain to stare,
To drink from,
To do some,
Damage,
And damages were done.
Never should I have said yes
To the undress and all that came
After,
But now you are here,
And I am far,
And we are almost as far
Away as we were before.
Day #58 – Days are Gone
September 10th
Those days were like along,
Like Shine Along,
Days before, weeks before,
I was trying to explore,
And say no more to the waste
That Friday would call to me,
And correct with me.
It was a walk,
But not of fame,
Maybe more so about the shame,
Days are gone,
You know, the one’s without you..
Overshare, or never aware, never
To much, and never to little to ever
Say again to You.
