We write our New Year’s resolutions but we had them all along. Each year is progress…
Category: CHURCH
Day #53 – Middle of the..
Day #53
8.31.18
Was never days and never nights,
I thought it was at least one more try,
I was sweating in the sun,
Waiting for the begun,
These weekly meetings what have
They become,
Can never be strange or can never be undone?
But I feel we are trying to hard just to finish,
Is this the first day of your college,
Am I a part of the collage?
I have all the blends
And I have all the colors,
All the things that make what you call
Lovers..
I am in the middle of something,
And You are the one I need.
Day #49 – Cracks
August 18th
Preparing for it,
Destroying for it, too.
A breakdown,
Was never half new,
Was never half knew.
I had to walk with the solid,
I had to walk with the college.
I had to feel your knowledge,
And your hands all over mine.
I made some time for reflection,
I made some time for direction,
Tried to seek it out.
I had a dry spout,
I had a place where you were
Unable to find me,
I had cracks,
I had places that I needed you
To fill,
And to find,
I wondered the fountain,
Would it fill me and find me
Tonight.
Day #42- Crash
‘FlyPain.”
Was a poem written in 2009 about wanting to crash. Fly. high. FLYING high..looking for a crash. Inspired by getting addicted to the show Lost on ABC.( grammer chek)
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Brain goes like ( ABOVE)
Symbols and signs,
July 30th to be exact,
Thought we had a rehash
Now Sunday( 9.23.18) I am gone,
East away,
Long away,
Worn, torn, scorn,
By the horn..
Louder..it says,
Is your love loud?
Are you proud?
No, I am not..I cannot be..
So what?
So what are you going to do now..
Lost in the crash,
Sugar low,
Blood high,
Cholesterol,
On a roll.
I am up, then I am down.
I am crash,
I need you around.
‘ Sometimes we need to crash into each other just to feel something.’ –
“Graham : It’s the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We’re always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something..)- source: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0375679/characters/nm0000332
No..
Its 2:05am in North Carolina,
I don’t want to post pictures because you will call and wants to know,
Maybe see me,
See me for sure.
No, I am down,
I am all down,
Fall is a hollow sound,
Are we doing what we always do,
Are we still counting down days until Christmas?
Today I am starting
Today, Labor Day, September 3rd..I am starting something new.
I am diving deep into something that has been stirring for a real long time.
I was reflecting on the journey with my mom yesterday at the beach. Family has become the number one reason for my own strength and success. Doing things better for them and for a future family of my own. If today can be about more than just Pumpkin Spiced Lattes( although top 5 most important things this is number 5) let it be about gratitude for people in your life. Stay tuned..
This Day
Musing from President’s Day..
The Leave On
For 2
Thought I’d be the one to share this with you,
This night has never been blue,
It’s always been dark and black,
And it feels like I’m on the attack,
If this is nothing but the truth then that’s good enough,
Cuz at least it’s better than hiding,
And we all know how good you are at that,
If there’s something to say and to speak,
I hope it comes out of a place of need.
It took two to get here,
Two stories to tell,
Two crimes to commit.
Yeah in the end I feel it’s just one,
One More Night,
One more crime,
One last time,
Is never the end of this ride.
Everyone has got to have a reason,
To make that movie again,
To get to filming,
To get to remembering..
I can’t lock this away anymore,
And pretend like you don’t hear me at
The door,
I think I have to stay,
But it’s because I want to.
I think you have two more friends,
And two more places you can still go,
I think you have 2 sins you hate,
And two directions you can go,
I know this night had to be fast,
Trying to find you,
Trying to stay a little bit longer,
But the two hardest things in life,
Is everything that has to do with making
Things right.
So leave this place,
But don’t try to pretend and stay,
And if you try to run away,
I hope you have two more reasons,
Why that place was never good enough,
And, while you’re on the run..
There’s two more times,
For two more crimes,
They are fear and regret,
And I think more than twice
They will try to come back again,
But this is where I need you,
To be the better friend.
Fast
Birthday was 11-13. Reflections.