Don’t pretend like you know
What this heart is about,
Inside it’s a drought,
It’s still raining out,
Time is moving
Along,
Inside it’s all
Gone wrong.
Falling asleep to
Falling and
In my dreams
I find some relief.
Spending my days
Driving in a haze,
Working to make
The money,
But inside of me
Is poverty.
Still talking about being a kid,
Like all those times you didn’t
Do those things you said
And you pressed down
On me instead,
You didn’t have anything
Special to offer me,
We just took that
Money for the
Offering,
We did the
Sunday show up,
But inside we
Didn’t grow
Up.
Can’t walk it back,
All those nights of
Talking back to
You, you still
Call like nothing
Has changed,
And we are all
The same.
Everyone around here
Keeps talking about love,
But no one mentions
Mercy,
I can’t follow You until
I am thirsty.
I used to have some fire,
Now all we do is
Talk about desire,
And can you do
That rewire thing
To my brain.
I am falling down,
And its going around,
Some lost don’t
Want to be found,
And your voice is
Here while you
Aren’t around.
Outside has some
Color,
But try to understand,
Inside of me is
A dry land.
I used to have some
Hunger,
Now we keep talking
About how it’s over,
And I am going over
All the things I never
Knew how to say to you,
I think it’s to late
To start this again.
I think I stopped on
That step about
Making amends.
I want to be a grown up,
But how do you make
The past burn up?
Who out here has the
Plan for how to be a man?
Don’t pretend like you
Know the rain,
Inside the tales
Are all the same,
Try to understand,
This heart is a
Dry land.