Increase

On the social stream you seemed
Unseen, you said a man would suit
You, fit you but boys of this world
Have the toys of this world, have
Choice at their fingerprints, have
To grow up and check it—love is
What I need to make you see me,
Fear I don’t adhere and hear it
When you type it and type it
True, I miss you, I knew you then
Way back when flares hit the skies
Under purple plans and everything
That apprehends, a break from you,
A break from thoughts of you, now
Your shadow follows me and you

Increase, you decease, you repeat
These same thoughts in my head—
Tough I thought I had to be, that
Was my strategy—now you are
Gravity and gravity fails me—
Up with you I would want to
Stay—now I wait for my fear
To grow away and sway to love’s
Day by day—growth in that way
Is what I can do for you—be the
Someone you need, be the one
To succeed at thinking of you—
Unknown you remain but I
Can’t complain—off of me
Is where I want to be!

Breach

But now there’s a breach

And a reach in me to get back to you now

And a like a leach I am attached to what makes you bleed

And the oxygen is slipping now to my lungs and lunges of

Me are moving towards you now, for lately thoughts of you do

Reach me and breach me that to get to you would be oceans away

And a ways to go with waves to row and places to glow with much of

An afterglow to remember the days with you and that sun in the sky

Now I am wondering why it went so wrong and took so long to get a grip

And a limp now I walk with and paint it now as a new song, and to strong

Now is my song, so the breach between us and time between us is sewing

A new stream in me, so please let me back into your life so this phone

Vibration can occur without hesitation and suns can shine now with us

To a new you, with a  new view and beached and bleached be the way

You got breached inside of me now, so to many California days have passed

And you have out lasted that dark skin of yours and beat it within me to

Get better at loving you better